the anxiety is really starting to set in now. I don't really know if it is because 6 weeks ago I knew surgery was so far away and now it's 4 days away or what but can I tell you I am stressing out
BAD Okay, first my morning started with Melana getting up at 3 am and not going back to bed then I call the surgeons office today to confirm my appointment for TOMORROW and the chick says oh no your appointment is today at 9 o'clock as a matter a fact. OH HELL, Well I look at the clock and it is already 9:30. I am pissed because I know they scheduled my appointment for Friday and here she's telling me it's today. So I call O'Neil who says well shit I can't make it. Now I am up shit's creek because I am such a scatter brain and I only half listen to what's going on. I called Elizabeth who
THANK GOD has the coolest boss in the world and she went with me. So I get there and I think I am going to tell him I have made up my mind about the "girls" and Dr. Richardson said I think I would go a little bigger and here's why....blah blah blah...okay so I think I have worked it all out in my head and boom it's just like a man to confuse me more. So now I am wondering if my "girls" will be TOO big or what. UGH the stress of this makes me KRAAZZYYY!! On the other hand he promises I will definitly lose 3 inches from around the tummy area and he is going to lipo my side, hips and love handles above my butt...WOO HOO!! Now from here on out I will have to be very conscious about my weight because I will gain it in very odd places. That's the only bad thing about plastic surgery once you have something done you will never get fat in that place again it moves elsewhere. HMPH!! looks like i better keep the twinkies and powdered donuts on the counter at the store. I know it's normal to have doubts and be uncertain but I am to the point where I am ridiculous. Now this is coming from a person who normally has no care in the world, kinda go with the flow, whatever happens, happens type of girl. I must say I am flipping out and I don't like it. I am such a lucky girl to have such an awesome friend like Elizabeth to keep me sane at times like this.
